ok, not really - i had intended to just type the date, but ya just never know. ^_^
mostly wanted to again say Happy New Year. 

we are still not 'out of the woods' here (or out IN the woods either), but won't be getting kicked out within a couple months, at least.  still, the danger has not completely passed - so the 'sale' remains on the webpage.  and even if the house were secure - my personal finances are in a shambles.  ahhh, the mystery of it all. 

i remain optimistic and trusting in TGW to guide me thru safely.

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What if:

          Alzheimer's - a disease we have created as a means to avoid owning/acknowledging our apparant failure to fulfill our purpose - or,  to free ourselves from the torment of believing we have failed?  "We" are getting something out of it - and whatever it is, it is race (consciousness) related as well as individualized.  It is an indicator of something - some ‘stuckness', some false belief (beyond that of disease).  A denial, a refusal.  The energy required to suppress/forget/deny what we came here to do is so great - must be so great, that it takes with it not only what we ‘want' to forget, it takes everything away.  We give the ego so much power that it ultimately destroys/consumes/eats itself.  Being right at any cost is ultimate self annihilation.

Ego is the data base we call memory.  It is also that which allows for only ‘more of the same'.  We use "beliefs" as our barricades - no match, no entry = no growth, no development, no healing = no freedom.  Within that data bank also lives the ‘functional data' - that which allows us to "remember" how to tie our shoes and get food from plate to mouth on a fork - and ‘potty training', and how to find our way home etc etc.  Alzheimer's is not a result of any thing "out there".  It is the ultimate NO to who we are.  AND all of this is within our evolution as a race.  We are on the ‘path' to YES.

love and beauty   www.artfullyapplique.com